Saturday, May 19, 2007
3SG ISZ SAZLI

In case this name doesn't ring a bell this guy was one of the 02 soldiers that died in the taiwan plane crash.

He was In the same course with me for 5 months int he army.

And he did not deserve this even one bit.

I remember him as a righterous fella, one who would take pride in doing things the right way. (Even though most of use just wanted to take the short cuts)

A Guy with good principals, and confidence no less than mine.

Fresh out of JC, merely awaiting to face the real world.

And this shit had to happen to him.

It was not his choice. He,like every other male, was forced into the service,and killed by the service.

FUCKED UP

Friday, May 18, 2007
aB0ut dA vIck

001. real name : Vicknesh s/oManoselvsm

002. nickname: Ah Neh (Yes I'm alritewith it haha)

003. single or taken: single

004. zodiac sign : Leo

005. male or female :male

006. elementary : Lian Hua primary

007. high : YUSOF ISHAK SECONDARY

008. college : Jurong JC


009. eye color : brown

010. hair color : black with a pinchon white for wisdom!

011. long or short hair : short (thxto SAF)

012. shoe size : 10013. asthma? : no

014. are you health freak : I dun likedoctors015. height : 170.

016. do you have a crush on someone:yea...

017. do you like yourself: nope, Ilurv me

018. piercings : rite... next0

19. tattoos : next (good boy la me)

020. righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS:

022. first surgery : LASIK (yea mysecret is out)

023. first piercing : does yourfingers count?

024. first best friend : APPLE

025. first movie: Land before time

026. First sport you played: Is chess a sport? Guess its badminton then haha

027. first pet : think it was a hamster

028. first vacation :malaysia

029. first concert : Dun think I havebeen to one.. so sad rite?

030. first crush : Sushkebab I guessHAHA

CURRENTLY :

049. eating : BOASTERS BelgiumChocolate cookies.

050. drinking : LYCHEE TEA

052. i'm about : find something newand exciting to do!

053. listening to : THE BEST DAMN THING

055. waiting for : ORD

057. wearing : my BIGGEST TEE with myjean shortsYOUR FUTURE :

058. want kids? : Hopefully couple, upto my other half059. want to get married? : yupz

060. careers in mind? : Chemlecturer/teacher

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITESEX? :

068. lips or eyes? : eyes0

69. hugs or kisses : hugs0

70. shorter or taller : Not tallerthan me can liao0

72. romantic or spontaneous:spontaneous0

73. stomach or arms : arms0

74. sensitive or loud: loud0

75. hook-up or relationship:Dun get the diff.

HAVE YOU EVER :078. kissed a stranger : no.

080. lost glasses/contacts: Yups, butnot never gonna happen again:P

081. ran away from home : nope0

82. broken any bones :nope0

84. broken someone's heart: hope not

085. been arrested : nope.

086. turned someone down : yea...

087. cried when someone died : yes

088. liked a friend : yupDO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. yourself: Duh!

090. miracles : yea

091. love at first sight : I dun thinkI can judge on this one.

092. heaven : Guess so, dunr eallythink abt afterlife

093. santa claus: no

094. fairies : no095. kissing on the first date : Not really a beleive, just go with the flow

096. angels : yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one or more people youwana be with right now?yes.098. Is Superman really better thanBatman?Nope but I beleive he is

099. Have you had more than oneboyfriend/girlfriend at the same time?N.A100.do you fantasize about anthrperson other than who you're with?:N.A

Saturday, May 12, 2007
Run away....

Feel like getting some closure again.

Just dissapear a while and indulge myself in my physical tainings.

A break from reality, where the satisfaction of a gd run would be enough.

Cause a run doesn't judge you, or do anything much to you. It'll always say yes

I think this is the healthiest obsession I have ever took up.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

I NEVER cared abt how I looked.

I do now.

I was NEVER bothered abt how fat I am.

I do now.

I used to tell my PE teachers that my aim was not to lose weight each year, but that I did not want to gain too much weight each year.

I used take puns abt my obesity and turn them arnd and laugh abt it.

Now I am so picky.

I try to train any falbby part.

Try to tone up.

Hate my excess skin and stretch marks.

Will be so hate myself if I gain weight (which I make sure I lose)

Am totally borthered by such superficial stuffs.

After much though I guess this ain't a bad thing. Cause such thoughts result in a drive to lose weight, become fitter/healthier. Whye else would I lose weight? Especially with the confidence I had.

Not to become healthier

Not because others think I am fat

I had to think I was FAT.

Guess the secret behind the SAF.

Sunday, May 06, 2007
Fata Flaw

I have a fatal flaw.

One of the reasons why I was fat.

Smth that can make me fat again.

My instinctive habit of finishing anything I star eating.

I I share a platter or popcorn, once I start eating, I can't stop without finishing it. Even if the others have stop eating cause they are full, my hand will feel itchy if I dun pick of the remaining food.

Wa so dangerous you know. Esp when we share stuff like chocolate fudge. Then if you can't finish I'll finish it.

Must cure this faster.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007
SPIDERMAN 3

An alright movie. But spider-man's physical abilities were a bit buffed.

He could not trash an amature green goblin.

He did not fight well against an inexperienced, not very powerfull d\sand man

But I guess they had to do so so as to distinct his strength from dark spiderman.

And the fact they did not want to make black spiderman too strong such tt he defeats his enemies without trying at all.

So ya it was a hard movie to make fromt he action point of view.

Woah the confidence in parker this time, now tt was smth.

Watch the movie to see the super confident him. Actually saw alot of him in me. Don't know if its scary or smth alright.

Feel like a million bucks and tt I can do anything. Can try Anything. Can look good. Feel tt I lk soooo gd haha. And not shy to announce so. Feel tt I can date anyone. Feel flirty and stuff. Tt alll tt matters is being awesome.

Esp ever since I lost so much weight.

Is it wrong to feel so? s it wrong to think so? In the movie this was associated to peter losing himself. Okay he was doing some wrong stuff when he alrd had mary jane. But what if he did not? Would it still be wrong?

Guess for him to behave this way would be a contrast to his indegineous timid and passive self.

But tts not a bad thing right?

Dunnoe la, am in army now, just wanna have fun and enjoy.