Tuesday, May 08, 2007

I NEVER cared abt how I looked.

I do now.

I was NEVER bothered abt how fat I am.

I do now.

I used to tell my PE teachers that my aim was not to lose weight each year, but that I did not want to gain too much weight each year.

I used take puns abt my obesity and turn them arnd and laugh abt it.

Now I am so picky.

I try to train any falbby part.

Try to tone up.

Hate my excess skin and stretch marks.

Will be so hate myself if I gain weight (which I make sure I lose)

Am totally borthered by such superficial stuffs.

After much though I guess this ain't a bad thing. Cause such thoughts result in a drive to lose weight, become fitter/healthier. Whye else would I lose weight? Especially with the confidence I had.

Not to become healthier

Not because others think I am fat

I had to think I was FAT.

Guess the secret behind the SAF.